feeling antsy

I feel so antsy today! I dont know if it is because I am excited to go to our doctor's appointment today (we start going every week now!) or if it is because I am overly tired and haven't realized it yet. Our whole family was up at 4:30 this morning. I woke up to go to the bathroom, and then Bobby did, and then neither of us could fall asleep. Jefferson even woke up too, and Mason was kicking and wiggling around like CRAZY! I keep thinking about all of the things we need to still buy (like a car seat!!!) I am going shopping today though so hopefully that helps my anxieties a little. I got a 10% off coupon for all my registry items @ Target -- I just can't decide if I use it now or wait!

so cute!

I came across this super cute car seat cover online and had to share it. It just makes me laugh I love it so much! Poor Mason-- he is going to have to wear/use so much random stuff that makes his mom laugh. He is going to hate me when he looks back on some of his baby pictures I think! It is $90, so I am not going to buy it, but I think I might just ask my very talented mom to see if she can make something similar to it.

Merry Chritmas!!!

It's Christmas Eve... it snowed here yesterday, kind of giving everything a "fresh coat" just for Christmas, Christmas lights are up, presents are all wrapped and under the trees, people are bundled up all snug in their beds....

....And here I am, at work! It was -20 when I went to start my car this morning, which was parked on the street because I couldn't get into my garage last night--when they cleaned the streets they left a 3 foot drift infront of my driveway.

On a happier note, today is not a busy day at work, I get off at 1:00 today, and I have a beautiful boquet of roses sitting on my desk that Bobby brought to me yesterday "just because." I am so lucky to have such an amazing husband! Thanks honey!!!!

I am so excited to spend the next two days with family! Tonight we are off to my auntie Gwen's home in Grand Forks, and then tomorrow we are spending with Bobby's parents in Gardner.

I also got a couple of pages done last night-- one is the scrapjack below, and here is my other one:

Danie, Jill, Sam... I miss you girls!!!

OK-- time to get to work!!!

scrapjack

Here is my take on *Virginia Jack*

another weekend

Another weekend has come and gone already, which is fine with me because that means it is one less weekend until Mason gets here! I had my Christmas party for work on Thursday this week, which was nice, but it made me jealous of people who have "real" Christmas parties- ones where spouses are invited and it takes place after work hours. Neither Bobby or me have jobs where we get real Christmas parties.. :(

This weekend Bobby & I went to the Sioux game Friday night, and then on Saturday we had my family over for Christmas dinner. My parents got us an old fashioned popcorn machine -- with the stand and the whole 9-yards, so of course after Bobby & my dad put it together we all had bags of popcorn. We also got a lot of baby things, which just made me that much more excited for February to get here.

Today we have just been relaxing and not doing too much. I got some scrapping done (some of these pages are from last week) and I started packing Mason's hospital bag and cleaned his room for the 100th time. I brought down some outfits for Bobby to help me pick out, and I was bummed to be reminded that I only needed to bring "2 at the most" which is what we were told at our birthing classes-- I had picked out 6 outfits to bring, and some extra onsies 'just incase.' {don't tell, but I think I will still bring them all, they are small, it's not like they take up a lot of room!!}

stranded!

This weekend Bobby & I went to our friends' Ryan and Cassie's wedding down in Mpls-- it was a BEAUTIFUL wedding, and a GORGEOUS reception! Everything was wonderful. We went down Friday night, arriving at the radisson about 10PM or so-- then Saturday we went to the MALL OF AMERICA where I hadn't been since I was 10 years old. It was only my second time being there-- I went to Archivers which I was so excited for, and I dont know if my expectations were too high but I was kind of let down : ( granted, it was much better than any scrapbook store in GF but still, I was hoping to find more.

So then today at 9AM we get up to go back home and find out that both I-94 and I-29 are closed!!! So now it is 10AM we just got done eating breakfast and now are probably going back to bed since we are staying here another night!

ughh..

SO i need to vent out my frustration of the day. Actually, its not just today, it is something that has been bothering me for a LONG time and today must just be the 'straw that broke the camel's back.' i dont know if it is the pregnancy hormones or what it is but lately people have been getting on my nerves! I am getting so sick of people talking to me and saying things like "oh you can't spank your kids or they will get taken away or you will have CPS come to your door"

UGH!! It makes me SOOO mad because it is so completely untrue. Hello, this is what I do for a living so dont tell me about what I do (and PS, if you have also heard that social workers get "bonuses" based on the number of kids they take away, that too is untrue, trust me, I have yet to get any type of bonus at this job other than getting phone calls from law enforcement in the middle of the night). If people really want to know, all of what we do is based on the law, from what we go out on to what we do when we get there. If you are curious, you can look at: 626.556, 260C (all of it), 626.5561, 145.902, 609.221 to .2242, 609.342-.345, 617.24, 609.378. You can look it up youself if you want, or you can just believe me that no where in there does it say that spanking is against the law. What is against the law is if you spank your kid so hard you leave black and blue marks. Or some people "spank" their kids across the face and leave black and blue marks or worse. Basically what I am saying is that child protection workers have enough FAR more serious issues to deal with (ie: sexual abuse, child prostitution, children being taken to the ER due to being injured by their parents, infant mortalities, homelessness, etc) each and every day than to worry about if someone uses spanking to discipline their kid. Please.

I'm so glad no one but my friends read my blog --- I just needed to vent :)